Salam,
Korea
I knw that i did say that im gonna update on the korea trip. But well what am i kidding. Im just a normal human being that forget a lot of stuff, escpecially when thr a lots of things happening around these days. Korea was great and im planning on having a second trip thr soon.insyallah. next blog will be picture and info on that trip k.
Me and mr ego(past tense)
Life has been great lately, but lemme summarize my early 2015 feels like to me. January was tough, february was frustrating, mac was depressing and finally letting that someone go and april was the recovering and back to old self anddd finally giving that chance to that person that claims
"LOVE". I dont why, but somehow i feels like this person deserve the chance to prove his words. Well i finally practice on my own so called "love principles" that u loving someone and expect to much of him will gain nothing but heartache.
It is better to learn to love someone that love you. Give that chance to him. Trust me, with acceptance that feeling will came along. If it doesnt, just be true to him. coz if he love u enough, he will understand. Thats the beauty of understanding by the way~. Well it works for me. My decisions to let the person go was the best decisions. He dont appreciates u yet he claimed that all the wrong was on u. Egoistic and self centered (thats him). Im still recovering and its a lie if i say he meant nothing to me. But all he ever did was hurting me and bring me down to my lowest. Emotionally depressed and broken. Sometimes it even feels like been thrown a brick on your face. Thats the end of it. No more.
Me and mr sotong
Its only the beginning. I learn to love him more these days. Everytime im having that doubtful moment or maybe i was thinking too much, he will hold me strong and tell me all the rite things to make me feel better again. He understand me and i understand him. We accept each other flaws. I guess thats why we became good friends. It took him 2 years to make me see that and finally have the courage to let me knw his feelings. And it took me 2 years to notice that. Well maybe i should just wait and see, pray for the best. Like i said its only the beginning.
