Saturday, January 7, 2017

Reminiscing

salam,
its officially my 1st post for 2017. happy new year everyone. hehehe
its 08 january and we all past that new year joke. so what is my new year resolutions?? i have no idea. none. hahahahaha. its not suppose to be a laughing matter. i really need to start taking my life seriously and i did and still not working as im expecting it will be actually.

let me summarize. JOB = hmmmm , RELATIONSHIPS = pffffff , TRAVELLING = arghhh ..
yup still a mess. but i feel blessed to be surround by family and friends, still able to breath, eat, sleep, walk and talk. Alhamdullilah. who am i to complain when i still got my fully function brain in my head rite? well my fully function and yet i always ended up listening mostly to my heart instead of head.

Its past midnight and i cant sleep.  I did everything i could to feel sleepy.  Listening to music. Watching youtube.  But i cant seem to distract myself frm thinking about him.  I just miss him and i got so frustrated over why im missing him when he is out there that only god knws what hes doing.  I hope hes doing just fine.  I always pray for him.

He called me but i wouldnt answer his calls.  Im being strong.  The rest is up to Allah SWT to determine whats best and what always meant to be.  Insyallah.

Assalamualaikum and good night.