salam,
its officially my 1st post for 2017. happy new year everyone. hehehe
its 08 january and we all past that new year joke. so what is my new year resolutions?? i have no idea. none. hahahahaha. its not suppose to be a laughing matter. i really need to start taking my life seriously and i did and still not working as im expecting it will be actually.
let me summarize. JOB = hmmmm , RELATIONSHIPS = pffffff , TRAVELLING = arghhh ..
yup still a mess. but i feel blessed to be surround by family and friends, still able to breath, eat, sleep, walk and talk. Alhamdullilah. who am i to complain when i still got my fully function brain in my head rite? well my fully function and yet i always ended up listening mostly to my heart instead of head.
Its past midnight and i cant sleep. I did everything i could to feel sleepy. Listening to music. Watching youtube. But i cant seem to distract myself frm thinking about him. I just miss him and i got so frustrated over why im missing him when he is out there that only god knws what hes doing. I hope hes doing just fine. I always pray for him.
He called me but i wouldnt answer his calls. Im being strong. The rest is up to Allah SWT to determine whats best and what always meant to be. Insyallah.
Assalamualaikum and good night.
