salam jumaat..

salam jumaat buat semua muslimin muslimat sekalian..semoga hari ini membawa lebih rahmat dan barakah dari Allah SWT hendaknya  . aminn. seluruh umat islam baru sahaja menyambut kehadiran awal muharam iaitu tahun baru bagi umat islam. so, apa azam baru tahun ini? me personally, as a muslim; azam baru tahun ini ialah untuk menjadi seorang muslim yang lebih baik dari segi ibadah dan juga kebajikan. i want to be a better person by trying to be a better muslim, daughter, sister, niece, grandchild, friend and worker to everyone. leaving the bitter past and trying on making an owesome future from it. The most important ialah mencari kerja yang lebih baik insyallah. its been tough for me after graduation. job hunting is not an easy task for me. i need more motivation and a clear mission and vision on what i really wanted. bukan mahu jadi cerewet atau memilih kerja but seriously ive done all. waitressing, salesperson, and clerk job. im not looking for high position job. cukuplah sekadar kerja yang really make me happy doing. job that help me to be a better person, not a job that make me the crapiest person. kerja yang membolehkan saya spend time dengan family secukupnya, kerja yang sederhana. and to be honest im not looking to be the richest person or the most successful person. i know berjaya dalam hidup ialah pencapaian yang di impikan semua orang.its a good thing. im sorry yang cita2 saya ialah untuk menjadi orang yang sederhana and simple. im not looking forward to have my name in the "most successful person on earth" book. being happy and simple are the best! but clearly im not even close to that for now. i love my job, but the salary sucks! thats what dissapointed me the most. my new years resolution as a person and citizen of Malaysia. defi nitely looking/searching for better job. btw my dream of becoming a simple and aspiring teacher is not dead yet. im still looking forward on that. im inspired to become a teacher when most of my family members are teacher. my experience as a replacement teacher for 3 month really just made my mind on becoming a real teacher. its amazed me to see children progress in study and to see the concentration in something simple like "draw a bear". i still remember how quite it was. bunyi burung pipit sayup2 pun macam dengar bunyi dari speaker. concentrating in that one simple task that they dont even noticed that time flew fast. time mengajar budak2 pra sekolah was the best experience ever. to be able to help them in a way that really just make you feel so good and happy. the kids didnt just learned from me. but i did learn from them as well. as an adult we grew older and age took all the simplicity and the fun of being a kid. when im around them all that memory come back to me like a meteor. the kids has truly taught me about honesty, hardwork, friendship, sharing, caring, helping, and being happy.~ kudos to all lucky teacher out there. being a teacher is a gift! everyday dapat pahala berlipat kali ganda sebagai seorng guru. so embrace it, be happy, dont be to hard on your students and yourself, enjoy every moment of it and most importantly carry it honestly and sincerely. well thats all for today..salam maal hijrah semua~

wassalam.